Thursday, September 16, 2010
to be and not to be
I want to be the best in something.
I want to succeed in something.
I want to learn everything.
I want to do alot of things.
But what are my capabilities?
All I see are my weaknesses.
'Coz its highlighted daily.
What are my strengths then?
God showed me many paths,
Many ways and many tests.
But have I become better?
Or become worse?
I've only been highlighted the latter.
Then who I am to say I'm a better person now?
Because of the bumpy paths that I went through.
Of the experiences & knowledge I've gained.
How am I to know what I desired to be?
When it is controlled all the time.
The facts are far from my fantasies.
Then how am I to believe that dreams do come true?
If miracles only exist when you believe...
Then what is the platform for me to do so?
By learning to love myself?
By being stable beneath the instability?
Is it more important to heal inside or outside?
It's tough job to heal both at the same time.
It's the future that's important not the past.
Though I'm sure with the past I'm less naive now. . .
Posted by ZayS at 12:42 PM