Tuesday, December 11, 2007
sick chicken
oh dear im down wif flu again... on mc today... bad weather for me plus the air-con at my workplace aint helping... so here i am at home enjoying lazing session with the two bozos and i got a nickname in the process- sick chicken. (thx alot sis!)
and oh my goodness... i juz gotta noe another fren got engaged and another getting married yesterday. i was told dat im at the age where all this is supposed to happen. i mean wadeheck... i couldnt see myself in that position ever... its kinda pressurizing at the same time i dunno y. of course im happy fer all my friends. i told my mom abt it and she said i shouldnt worry coz she got married at the age of 28. i was like yeah of coz u dun nid to worry u had alot of boyfriends before dat... and she laughed. its funny cum to think of it... bt hey dats life... and im so glad i didnt live in the era when girls are forced to be married. i would cry and run away im sure. even my mom was forced coz the elders' thinkin dat girls cant be
'anak dara tua', or
'andartu' for short.even tho at tis age where im supposed to be eligible to be married, im already afraid... bt i guess its because im not ready for all tis... and i find it kewl that some of my friends are getting married coz i could see how ready they are... ready to carry the responsibilities and know the true meaning of marriage. i salute that... because normally youngsters nowadays are forced to get married due to the mistakes they made... like carrying illegitimate child. its sad actuali. bt den again life are full of mistakes so that u can learn from it. well wad im trying to say is marriage is really a BIG step and if you take a wrong step u could be doomed. sheesh! i jus hope if and when the time comes for me to face it, i would be ready and be with the one im willing and be happy wif to spend the rest of my life wif and not marry for the sake of doing it.
Posted by ZayS at 5:28 PM