Thursday, March 31, 2005

Simple Plan Concert Rawks!

Haha! ma 50 bux was worth it for tis once-in-a-lifetime opportunity. Met the guys at cityhall... i tot it opened at 8 or atleast 7.45 bt huz called me to hurry coz the door's opening at 6.30 n i was still in the train. hee.. was lyk 10 mins late so we had to sprint all the way from citylink to suntec convention hall which is at level 6! i was lyk outta breath, actually on mc yesterday coz ive got flu n cough... didnt expect it to be 'breath-taking'! get it?! Wadeva. Niwaes, it was totally kewl! wicked! and wadnot...Crowd was huge n i witnessed a minor stampede.. dang! dats messed up...(head shaking) it was all aite apart from dat. pug jelly did the opening... it was a great warm-up i muz say... we jumped n screamed n sang... luv the vox hairstyle... vogue to the core... black n blonde highlights...kewl...

Den the moment that ive been waiting for... for SIMPLE PLAN ( Still Not Getting Any)! But that moment took godamn long to arrive dat the drive in me was fading...wasnt immediate enuf, or atleast a few mins of waiting dat ma legs starting to cramp n i was starting to yawn... where r dey? What the hell r taking dem so long? while we all haf o endure all tis dumb blondes n brunnette trying to squeeze tru as though dey are as thin as ruler wen we are being pushed...argh! dere was background music playing in the moment of waiting, and an appropriate song came up..."what you wating, what you waiting, what you waiting for..." ( gwen stefani)the crowd joined in the chorus...haha!cute... the moment arrived... woohoo! sang, screamed, jumped... n enjoyed... dey are other occasions which are cute too. for instance, wen the crowd lit deir lighters n swayed deir arms; wen the drummer(to lazy to memorize deir names!can be ignorant!) wanna do a bass solo since he had been at the back most of the tym so he's given the spotlight by pierre, the vox. he was all semangat in position until he laid on the ground wif the bass as showmanship... and wen the bass rang... damn! awful sound came out n pierre said it was to show dat 'you dunt nid talent to make it big, wad matters is your dreams'... veri true...sumtin to reflect upon.hmm... dats all folks!

Posted by ZayS at 10:16 AM

Thursday, March 24, 2005

A WoMaN's wOrTh???

I hate being a girl
it seems like a curse
that every boy who grows up to be man
takes advantage from

I hate the nature of man
which makes them no difference from one another
how i wish they get to feel the misery
of being a woman for a day

I hate these egoistic bunch of chauvinist
which needs to be served and do everything for
when all they do is nothing to make us happy
all they want is for us women to bow to them

How to when they are not worthy
of our one tiny drop of sweat for them
see, it really sucks to have a little brother
which follows the step of a father

And now i realise man can't differ from each other
talk about the money they earn...huh!
why are women doing men's jobs then apart from the basis of chores?
i know men are superiors according to religion

But why? i just could not tolerate
this unequal treatment i'm feeling ever since.
So they are the guiders to women of earth, but
why are they such things as abusive fathers and husbands?

~Poem written by `syaz @moment of distraught & anger [so pardon me.]

Posted by ZayS at 5:47 PM

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

The Unexpected Trip...

I came back yesterday around 9 pm from the good, clean, fun trip to Melaka and unexpectedly, Seremban. It was awesome as its the first tym i went to a holiday trip away frm ma parents, excluding school trips of coz. The chalet in Melaka was alright as it was near the beach so we basically spent tym at the beach swimming and basking in the sun ( i'm dark ord liao... supposed to be tanned!). We had barbecue at nyt while talking cock and cracking lame jokes til am... i was extra crazy dat point of tym, maybe bcoz i injurd ma chin near ma lips during the banana boat ride dat evening... LOL!

We were supposed to be back on sun bt apparently the guys ( Firah's m'sian frens )asked if we wanted to go swim in the river (sungai). we were excited at the thought as we had never swam at a fresh water lake/ river. so after the tanning ard aftnoon, we checked outta the chalet n proceed to wherever the lake is. It was supposed to be a 30 min journey bt sumhow our driver or sum1 told us dat we cld go a betta river nt far frm there. fine then, we followed(hu wuldnt wan a betta place 2 swim ryt?). an hour or two passed n finally we reached. Guess wad?! The godamn river dried up! we were lyk ok... it was oredi evening by den and so the oni thought in our mind was wen are we gonna go back. we discussed wad we wanna do nxt.. which is head home or continue to go to the lake. we had gone further down the map away frm home and decided to proceed n extend our stay. Atlast! we had a great refreshing swim at the lake. Next prob was where we wanna accomodate.

The sun had gone down by then and our search for the right hotel began. Firah's fren had enquired bt the train timing back to s'pore so we search for a hotel near the train checkpoint. We found the right budget hotel ard dere aft the previous two stops were either unappeasing bt cheap or luxurious bt expensive. The third one was juz rite. The next afternoon aft checking out, we decided to check out if deres any bus to jb or s'pore as it was nearer. got an earlier vip coach at 2.30 so we decided not to collect the booked train tix. and so we waited... and waited... and waited, until we haf cum 2 a point wher we are lyk pissed off. n wen we asked they for a refund they showed attitude. i min we waited for lyk almost 3 hrs. die2 dun wanna give us a refund, apart frm dat, dey were sarcastic to us. Farhana almost fought wif the fat bitch behind the counter. so she said dey'll gif a refund if the bus didnt arrive by 4.30. it was too late to catch the train by den n we were thinking dat we will go n find other bus terminal. the bus arrived at 4.15...fine, bt these m'sians were raising their voices at us n so ma sis retaliated n shout back wif a guy who wasnt dere wen we asked for a refund. he was standing up for the bitches behind the counter n trying to teach us respect when dey themselves are shouting n treating us kids lyk dirt! dunno wad stories those bitches came up wif. imagine being shouted at public wen it wasnt ur friggin fault! we were talking politely abt giving a refund wen the bitches kept mocking us even to the extend of saying dat we wunt reach our place anyway if we were 2 mit wif an accident on our way. wad kind of attitude is dat! cursing us lyk dat wen dey noe we r juz kids!

We boarded e bus n hopes dat they get their retribution. Reached larkin n took bus to wdlands checkpoint. i actuali forgot i bought chewing gums ard 5 of em n realised it oni wen we need to scan our bags! luckily, i saw my dad on the other side. thank goodness he's on duty!(my dad's an ICA officer btw) i signal to him bt e chewing gums n he went to say sumtin to the officer scanning... FUH! hehe... shhh.. n so my sis n i went back wif nana n firah,fetched by her father followed by farhana(their cuzzin)n safely reached home. famished n tired...

Posted by ZayS at 5:04 PM

Thursday, March 10, 2005

AD!0 MiSmO!!! HaTe MySeLf!!!

Hating myself, a usual thing...
Wad to do, i dun noe...
Dislike de act of flirting...
For i dun wana b mistaken for a hoe...

*why ? why muz u be present for me to notice u firsthand.
only for me to end in misery wen u dun noe wad my stares n ignorance means.
its not lyk wad it seems u muz noe.
but how m i 2 get my heart across wen u dun respond!

sure i realise now
dat i hate myself much more
for e truth ruptured my heart
e pain is tremendous yet i cant feel
-THANKS TO U, I WONT HEAL!

~ Poem by yours truly , tormented & oppressed

Posted by ZayS at 12:17 AM

Saturday, March 05, 2005

KewL PoEm...So True AinT iT?

Guys are assholes, We always say
Yet their stupid games, We always play
One day this, One day that
So we turn to food that makes us fat!

~ PoeM ... AhAh! Not By Me... Gotcha! MuaHaHaHa! [siao]