Friday, June 19, 2009
Teardrops On My Paper
Teardrops on my paper as I sketched what's etched in my mind
Of pain and never-ending struggles...
For what little hope left...
NOW vanished leaving me hopeless...
Why me? Why am I victimized over and over again?
Please God spare me from cruelty of human beings...
Make them suffer like I do from their betrayals...
I'm shattered to pieces and no longer of use...
What's the point of recycling in this life?
When the next one will be the same...
It's too painful that it has become numb...
Even tears will not dry with time...
Posted by ZayS at 12:22 PM
Friday, June 12, 2009
Bloody Narcissist!
I hate Narcissists! And that would mean I hate him!!! So full of himself... cares little of others and thinks others are the only one with problems and needs to change except him!!! My tolerance have passed its limit and I think before I get hurt further, I have to Avoid!!! And mind you this is NOT the first time I've given chance to the jerk!
Ahhh avoidance is indeed blissful! However, it sucks when you are close to having 'the feelings' developed. Urgh! Well, for now I guess I'll take his criticism as drive to better myself... but I really do wish he mirror himself first.
Even though I've inferiority complex atleast I Admit it and am trying to seek improvement and not pick on others flaws (otherwise provoked of course) and demand others to change when thyself Needs to change! So what I put on weight and feel emotional most of the time and worries and thinks alot and make assumptions??? Well I am not causing other's life miserable like him and expect people to follow his ways. Ordering around and demanding like the Narcissistic emperor of whatever!
I will prove him wrong that I am capable of losing weight and being healthy and successful and getting a great guy! Only a Bimbo will wanna end up with a narcissists! Wonder who'd be the unlucky bitch...
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Posted by ZayS at 10:20 AM