Thursday, November 24, 2005

where are you?

There's someone out there for me
I know he's waiting so patiently
Can you tell me his name
This lifelong search is going to drive me insane

I'm staring out at the sky
Praying he will walk in my life
Where is the man of my dreams
I'll wait forever, how silly it seems

How does he laugh, how does he cry?
Whats the color of his eyes?
Does he even realize, I'm here
Where is he, where is he?
Where is this beautiful guy
Who is he, who is he?
Who's going to take me so high



~ aww so swit & most importantly meaningful to me =p...loike it!
edited a lil' from the song where are you?

Posted by ZayS at 2:35 PM

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

... at a point of time passing by....

why muz tis tears well everytime i reflect ?
it shouldnt be bad coz god's fair
its not as if im drowned at the bottom
when in comparison to the others.

one thing i noe i muz learn
being grateful is the thing
but in the process of destroying my inner-self?
im confused... so confused.

But,(there's always the word 'but')
it does make me a stronger self
even if the world is against me
it picks me up wen im down and acts as a shield.

*urs agonized*

Posted by ZayS at 12:27 PM

Sunday, November 13, 2005

SicK & TiReD. . .

im sick, sick, sick...
and while im not sick,
im tired...
im sick and tired!

been down wif gastric... shucks man... all the puking and shiting! i mean, i need a decent 'raya' man. visiting to ppl houses feeling nauseous and stuff juz aint right. dat sucks. i cant even enjoy all the glorious food! dang dats wasted! and now... im bored wif life and ending it juz doesnt seem right! (lyk duh!) and ive to do a damn lot of cleaning tis raya and dat sucks too wen my head is lyk so heavy! and dats lyk bcoz ive to clean up while the others get to mess around and go out. sheesh! festive seasons are great... but not wen u feel lyk puking 24/7 and everything dat u swallow feels lyk exiting the moment it enters! sigh! and wait a sec! dun ever get wrong about the puking part coz i get dat a lot recently. lyk hell my period juz ended! gosh!

Posted by ZayS at 2:48 PM