Monday, January 25, 2010

My dream guy... :)

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, that's her...

Posted by ZayS at 3:34 PM

Love Hurts???

Everyone says love hurts, but that isn't true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain and makes someone feel wonderful again. Love is the only thing in this world that does not hurt.

Posted by ZayS at 3:26 PM

Sunday, January 24, 2010

"An artist needs inner confidence & self-control and yet must dwell within a real world and be conscious of its interests & requirements" - Johannes Itten (1888-1967)

Posted by ZayS at 9:58 PM

Life is a battlefield.

Why does sometimes life seems like a battlefield?
Every decision is crucial
The wrong step taken can cost your life(future)
Every movement is a risk
Your mental must be clear
And your opponent(surroundings)
Are opportunists who preys on your weaknesses to their advantage
The weapon of choice is important
As it can work for or against you
Planning pre-battle maybe useless
As you not know comes what may
Situations are unpredictable
Unless you have studied every strengths and weaknesses of the opponent
In the end, those who did prevail
And the ignorant died ingloriously
Why then do they say ignorance is bliss?

Posted by ZayS at 9:51 PM

Monday, January 04, 2010

the stranger saviour

coming at a right time,
being a good company...
but is this going out of hand?
is this what i want?
my heart is still not at rest.
i dunno if whatever i am doing is right...
i am always obligated but i do need a distraction
to heal and move on from the pain and heartbreak.

Posted by ZayS at 4:54 PM

food for thought

"Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don’t know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of withering, of tarnishing." -Anaïs Nin

" A wise girl kisses but doesn't love, listens but doesn't believe, and leaves before she is left. " - Marilyn Monroe

"Love exposes you to hurt but to love at all is ALLOWING yourself to be vulnerable. Love anything, and your heart will certainly be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact, you must give your heart to no one, not even to an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements; lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness.
But in that casket- safe, dark, motionless, airless--it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable"

Posted by ZayS at 4:48 PM

Saturday, January 02, 2010

2010

2010 only means more pressure for me. in my past twenty still underachieved. Low-income earner compared to my peers. been chasing to achieve something and always got backfired. what am i to do with my life now? frankly im afraid to take any steps now that ive made the wrong ones it seemed as it cost my happiness. life is like a battlefield now. if only i can turn back time and undo my life. I just hope its not doomed for me this year. im afraid 2010 isnt gonna be any betta. alot of commitments which i just take it just to occupy myself away from my emotions but got overwhelmed just thinking how to manage those. i need change of environment i guess. most of all a good getaway. sigh.