Wednesday, August 31, 2005
Nostalgia . . .
It only seemed like it was just yesterday
Eyes closed only to see the flash of memory
What life would be like without it?
Every minutes and seconds passed
Wondering for better or worse
More questions gathered to a mountain height
Answers came but only for an instant
Suffocated being kept in the dark
Heart ruptured for every mournful memory
Was it for the best of whatever may come?
No more hiding
No more procrastinating
No more standing like a fool
Freedom achieved through tarnished hopes & dreams
Reality overwrites fantasy,
when it should be the other way round
Rescued by fantasies to turn away from ugly reality
What’s life like, bleeding on the floor?
~me. [poem/lyric]
Posted by ZayS at 11:55 PM
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
~The Never-ending Hopes & Waits. . .
Im hoping...
Im waiting...
Hoping for a miracle
Waiting for the rite moment
But the question is...
Do I believe in myself?
Can i trust the hands of fate...
to bring me to my destination?
Do I even haf a destiny?
Do I even haf a life?!
Hey im alive, but wads the fucking point!
I'd rather die and return to my death once again
Im frustrated at these thoughts!
I've died a many times before...
If only things go the way i wanted...
Hell! Dats life! Fuck it!
But why does it seem dat...
im the onli one feeling miserable
with the shits im carrying on my shoulder!
wad a fucking coward like me doing in tis world?!
Damn! Perfection in illusion. . .
(* tried to compose a song wif tis poem i composed... pls do comment so dat i noe my stand)
Posted by ZayS at 3:34 PM