Monday, June 27, 2005

!Gone Forsaken You!

Forlorn of all hopes...
whateva cld dat mean
away... away frm isolation
if dats wad u wanted

Wad if...?
ure oni capable of fear
fear of commitment
afraid to seek

If this is life for you...
wld u rather die den take risk
to the thing u feared most
till the midst of ur dying day

Darkness dawn on you...no escape
wld u lose urself to the soul-reaper
or wld u lay in peace with the angels
Dat day would come... or wouldn't it???

>me salvaging in martyrdom

Posted by ZayS at 8:05 PM

Sunday, June 26, 2005

" I'm Not OkAy"! **MCR**

Well if you wanted honesty, That's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks,
For photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?

I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.

What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but still don't know what it means
To be a joke and look
Another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time
Take a good hard look!

I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.

Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You say you read me like a book, but the pages all are torn and frayed

I'm okay.
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)

But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust me.)

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)

Posted by ZayS at 11:17 PM

MoNsTeR UnLeAsHed!

Hate myself wen the monster's unleashed. it happened again aft soo long. i've tried to prevent it. but... my nerves were at the edge. and aft trying to contain it... it burst. i blew it. the effect was heartbreaking. i cursed & despised myself at the tragedy. i've warned patiently before it went over-limit. i dont take my warning lightly... i'm telling you, before the monster arrive. but her ego overpowered. caused it to awaken from wad had been buried deep... unable to wait any longer. its painful for me to become the very ting i hate... from the one i disliked for. I dont understand tis. i wish tis is the last... God help me.


*to the acknowledged one only.*

Posted by ZayS at 2:21 PM