Sunday, January 04, 2009
that non-living thing i call my friend.
As i feel the smoke rushing in my head
and welcoming the temporary relief,
i sat dwelling on the past.
watching the non-living box in front of me,
and wonder how much more fascinating it's job is.
no troubles to think about, just providing entertainment for us.
What have i done thus far?
far from entertaining others, not even myself.
these heavy load in my head kills my energy every second of the day,
stopping me from doing anything fruitful... far from anything fascinating.
while there, that box sit still, full of energy... sound & colours.
How i envy it.
life's so much simpler...
not having to make any decision at all.
without having to please anyone or itself...
just a click of a button and all's well... nothing hurting.
It has become a need to everyone now...
compared to this living thing i call myself.
not needed, lest wanted.
with this so called gift of life...
i can't even decide what to do with it.
All these years it stood there,
doing good to me and others.
i can't imagine life without it...
'cause i would be lost...
and that misery may just live, till i rest in peace.
and welcoming the temporary relief,
i sat dwelling on the past.
watching the non-living box in front of me,
and wonder how much more fascinating it's job is.
no troubles to think about, just providing entertainment for us.
What have i done thus far?
far from entertaining others, not even myself.
these heavy load in my head kills my energy every second of the day,
stopping me from doing anything fruitful... far from anything fascinating.
while there, that box sit still, full of energy... sound & colours.
How i envy it.
life's so much simpler...
not having to make any decision at all.
without having to please anyone or itself...
just a click of a button and all's well... nothing hurting.
It has become a need to everyone now...
compared to this living thing i call myself.
not needed, lest wanted.
with this so called gift of life...
i can't even decide what to do with it.
All these years it stood there,
doing good to me and others.
i can't imagine life without it...
'cause i would be lost...
and that misery may just live, till i rest in peace.
