Monday, September 20, 2010
Emotions, Feelings.
i cant believe i dreamt of him again! thought im over it. over him... but it seemed like though consciously ive forgotten him, unconsciously he still haunts me. as much as i try to deny it... i do miss his lame jokes, his attention... and most importantly the feeling that i've never felt before at that point of time. a feeling of euphoria, hope, power, dreams, fantasies, being wanted and needed. being a natural born dreamer... my imagination could be my very worst enemy. being impulsive is another... because most times i ended up more dissapointed after every account. makes me feel what have i done wrong.. what i could do to avoid things from going wrong... hanging up in the air. and of course i know the very answer. Emotions. control it and ure safe. but then again, im always careless... taking risks without evaluating first. for the thrill of it... out of my darn curiousity. and true enough, 'curiousity kills the cat'. -.-
though im no attention seeker, i believe at some point of time its only human to desire for attention regardless of your gender. attention from family members, friends, the opposite sex(or same sex for those who are not straight). that feeling only makes us feel wanted, needed in this life. Feelings are feelings. though most of the time its temporary, and comes and goes... feelings are the most powerful thing in the universe. it can make us or break us... it can develope us or destroy us... and as i would have known by now, but yet to be practiced... whatever we feel be it good or bad are what determine our life to be good or bad. feel good... attract the good. feel bad... of course, attract the bad. The Law of Attraction as per The Secrets. its wonderful concept - only when practiced though. ;p
Posted by ZayS at 2:59 PM