Monday, April 06, 2009
me, not me, me???
Omg... why is it that im feeling like this every Monday???
I need to let it all out and as writing is the best way of expressing my emotions I'm glad i finally got the time to do so now.
My thoughts wondered to far far in the future... I had dreams of myself doing some things I enjoyed doing at a professional level. I watched chick flicks like "Confessions of a Shopaholic" and found myself yearning to be in a position where i'm able to walk high wearing fashionable, corporate attire and walking in sexy high heels into a building in a CBD, having a fullfilling, well-paid job without jeopardising my evenings and weekends with deadlines and sorts. And of course going shopping to dress up and feel betta about oneself is indeed important.... haha! Don't worry I won't end up like the shopaholic... hehe!
Then I picture myself being the receptionist at a top fashion magazine just like in "Ugly Betty". All i needed to do was picking up phone calls while filing my nails and gossiping but still able to maintain the standards of a well-groomed, classy woman. Wtf... Is all about beauty ain't it? I'm torn between between brawn and beauty. But again, beauty don't last forever right? It's just for first impressions and love at first sight and whatever not. Just take a look at the girl in the "The Devil Wears Prada"... She's got brains and she got 'ew-ed' at during her first interview at the top magazine because of her unfashionable attire. But like ugly betty she managed to revamped herself to 'fit in' on top her of intelligence.
I think i watched to many chick flicks like this! Gotta get a grasp of myself!!! Sheesh!
Posted by ZayS at 4:18 PM