Sunday, August 24, 2008
a maybe-sayonara
It was a magnificent sight last night at the Esplanade Outdoor Theatre!
Yet, my so-called dear weren't even there with me to share the moment.
It's because his female ex-colleague had a BBQ at Pasir Ris & he felt bad if he didn't go.
It surprised me that he would not feel bad leaving me in the lurch. Thank goodness my girlfriend joined me. Or I would be a lame loner watching Addy Cradle's performance and catching fireworks.
Well he didn't even apologized when I told him I'm dissapointed, sad and annoyed that he puts his friend's (who's not even close to him) feelings 1st then me... even text that he knew he made the right decision(like wtf!). I tried to understand but he also have to try to put himself in my shoes right? Wrong! So i'm guessing this is it. This is enough to show that he wouldn't sacrifice for me and means there's no love... I'm quite reasonable to let him go even though unwillingly... other's would just be mean and irrational.. after much discussion with these more experienced girls, they gave similar reaction and conclusion. I'm still filled with uncertainty. Well only time will tell.
Posted by ZayS at 3:21 PM