Tuesday, August 26, 2008
the day it ended
It was midday when it happened... I'm surprised at myself at how high my EQ was(compared to usual days). Perhaps I had been careful not to be in too deep after previous episode... And also perhaps I felt I've made the right choice with no regret. Well, it was abit sad though because we had so much fun togather... Atleast there's more happy memories than bitter ones. It's more than the fun that I'm searching for... And we're just not meant to be after all. Too much conflicts of interests and principles. I believe that God had this arranged so that I can learn something out of it. I feel wiser & much more in control of myself now. My heart told me I had to put an end to it before I get hurt again. It's better now than later. I felt a sense of relief... Relieved from the burden of wasted thoughts and questions. The euphoria sets in the moment I had closure. Made it so much more easier to move on compared to the last. I've learnt to be more observant of the warning signs because I had been ignorant. We met on Friday the 13th(and I'm not superstitious but it turned out to be more than mere coincidence). I can be a curious cat too at my own risk... But I find always that IGNORANCE IS A BLISS!
Flames to Dust...Lovers to Friends...Why do all good things come to an end?ps: I'm glad I didn't hastily hand over the Love Poem I composed purely from my heart. :)
Posted by ZayS at 11:17 PM