Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Now, i understand the true meaning of nothing last!
NOTHING simply last! (Just God la but that's beyond the question)
I'm writing this with intense anger, hurt and sorrow.
Controlled my tears and trying to hide my pain.
Why can't I farkin' be NORMAL???
Is there a machine that can control your feelings??
Please tell me if there is...'coz im dying from it.
I am wishing I have a wand at hand to bring me to Neverland in this instance.
I hate what I'm going through now.
I can't even seek help 'coz my family thinks its unneccessary...
What I think is... they don't farkin' care.
Like Fark! Who the fark in this world would ever care for me right? HAHA
Well it doesn't seem to help much either if I were to end my life...
I'm the person who thinks alot of consequences - which of course are the reasons of my failures.

Posted by ZayS at 3:46 PM