Sunday, September 09, 2007

I'm choking
I cant breathe
I'm gasping for air
I'm choking in tears
I felt as if my soul is forced out
My heart feels like it's tearing apart
The stomach is churning like it's going to empty its contents

My skull feel like breaking open
Revealing my melting brains
I can't think sanely anymore
This point in time, I just feel like vanishing

Where's my life?!
Why doesn't it goes smoothly?
But these questions are often questioned & left unanswered
And don't I know that too well already?!

I need my life to be back on track!
I need a MIRACLE to happen!
I need somebody to comfort me at my darkest/lowest level
I need someone to hold me and tell me "I understand you"- with sincerity.

Posted by ZayS at 10:44 PM