Monday, August 13, 2007
im battling my emotions not to conquer me
bt sumhw my evil emotions take control of my mind. i allowed it.
i was always tinkng the negative side of everyting.
was i born to be pessimistic?
if so, its time for a change
cant stand my emotions confusing me anymore
manipulating me til deres no more of myself inside me
if oni tears are meant for joy, i will be happy most of my life
unfortunately tears are meant for misery and pain and agony and sorrow
will i be so tired of it soon til all the emotions will be sucked out of me?
"yesterday will never be forgotten... who can really be there to rescue me from my insanity... now i appreciate him(dad)more."
this is how i'll describe it :-
"im floating tru chaos
tru bedlam
tru frenzied clamour of violence and hatred
tru savagery and pain" -thx to
shid
Posted by ZayS at 11:14 PM